Thanks for telling me those girls are sluts and that karma is a bitch and it will
hit them some day. Thanks for telling me those boys are all dicks and that I deserve better.
Thanks for telling me I'm beautiful from the inside and out when I felt like shit. Thanks for never
leaving my side when I went wrong. Thanks for the nights of laughter and gossip.
Thanks for your shoulder to cry on when I had no where to go. Thanks for keeping
my secrets when they could have broken me. Thanks
for showing me what it means to be loved. 



Each of us get a little bit stronger. Each of us represent a star in Heaven.
Sometimes we shine with the rest, sometimes we twinkle alone and
sometimes when we least expect it we make someone else's dreams come true.



The most import thing in life is to find yourself,
know yourself, and stand up for yourself. 



I'm tired of being sad. I'm tired of crying. I'm tired of feeling empty inside.
I'm tired of feeling worthless. I'm tired of feeling stuck. I'm tired of feeling crazy.
I'm tired of being alone. I'm tired of yelling. I'm tired of pretending. I'm tired of dreaming of a life
I will never have. I'm tired of missing things. I'm tired of missing people. I'm tired of remembering.
I'm tired of wishing I could start over. I'm tired of not being able to just let go.
I'm tired of always wondering when God is finally going to
let me be happy. Most of all, I'm tired of being tired. 



People come into your life to show you what love is, to show you what
hatred is, to show you what respect is, but the most important
people are the people that come into your life and show you what love is. 



I don't hate you because you left, I hate
 you because you left and said you never would. 



I automatically assume people won't like me, so I don't talk to them
unless they approach me first. I can't become a part of a
crowd because I can't get past the feeling that I don't belong.

One day I'll be stronger then you, one day I'll be happier
then you, one day I'll be smarter then you, one day you'll see me
as a threat because one day my bullshit will go away and I can just be me. 



I've always avoided fights. I make jokes instead. I tell people what they
want to hear in order to avoid a confrontation. I pretend to want
things I don't want, and I pretend not to want things I do. No one gets hurt,
except me. The lines are so crossed and blurred at this point
that I don't know what I want. I just know I want it to be essay. 



There is always going to be a "lie" in believe,
an "over" in lover, an "end" in friendship, and an "if" in life. 



I can't say I'm proud of my life, but I can say I'm proud that I've learned. I've learned
that I can't rely on everyone, but I can't expect everyone to hurt me. I know
somethings don't work out, but I know everything that has has been for the better. I can't
guarantee I'll be able to walk around with a smile on my face but I know where
I've been. I'm not one to complain so I'll keep trying and in the end I'll know I did my best. 



We are who we are no one made you that way. No one comes into your
body and changes the way you act. Sure they have an influence but
in the end, it's all up to you and how you want to live your life. 



I'm a lover and a fighter. I get angry easily but i'm working on it. I party,
sleep and think too much, but I get my shit done. I have a weakness for sweet
talkers but I'm learning and enforcing my boundaries. I don't let many people in,
but once they're in they're there forever. I'm strong and
independent and I've been broken, but never shattered. 



I thought you'd be my everything for life, but now you can't even look at me not because 
we never loved each other, nor because of hatred but because
 we've gone two completely different ways, down two paths that no longer meet.



Its okay to cry over someone that has left your life just like it's okay to cry
over someone that has left this earth because in both
cases you'll never feel the same
without their presence. 



Bring me back to the days of laughter, bring me back to the days of sunshine,
bring me back to the days of joy, bring me back to the times of happiness,
bring me back to the times in life where nothing was
wrong and everything was right, just for a minute
would bring back a smile. 

There's something about you that I can't get out of my head,
and I won't wake up from telling myself you're coming around again. 



You taught me many things, like how it feels to miss someone so
bad it feels like a part of you is missing. I can tell you
one thing, now that you have gone I never will forget you. 




Maybe someday we'll meet again. When our two roads meet the same dead end.



I'm not a doorknob where everyone gets a turn, I'm
more like a casino where only the lucky one wins the jackpot. 



Yeah that whole relationship thing, it sucks more then a slut does. 



Wait for the right guy, but in the meantime, have fun with all the wrong guys.



Trust me I know how it feels. I know exactly how it feels to cry in the shower
so no one can hear you. Waiting for everyone to be asleep so you can fall asleep.
For everything to hurt so bad you just want it all to end. I know exactly how it feels.
Then I allow everything to fall apart, I realize who care and who doesn't.



How do you give yourself to someone.. allowing them to make or
break you, how? I know I couldn't, I've seen to many people been broken,
and they turn out weak, me i'm strong now, I will never 
be weak, even if that means never giving myself to someone. 



I have two best friends; thats it. every, single other person has lost
my trust in some way, shape, or form. I'm crazy, outgoing and imperfection
at it's finest. I tend to fall apart a lot, but I'll never let you see
me break down. Get to know me; I'm a handful, but definitely worth it. 



For once I wanna be the girl that makes the player fall. I wanna be
the one that makes him change and give his all. Just once
I'd like to be the girl that gets the guy in the end, just once. 



You're beautiful, you're wonderful, you're everything he needs,
you may not know who but there's someone, and never stop believing that. 



I wounder if its okay to cry over you, cause we were never
 anything special. I just thought we could be something spectacular. 



It's weird , crazy actually, when I sit here and just picture my life a year
ago and then look at it now, so much has changed, so many people have left,
so many people have come in, and few have stayed. It's scary thinking about
how different things are. It's scarier thinking
about how much different things will be next year.



I have no idea what just happened. One moment you were just
another guy, then the next you were the guy that I fell hard for. 



It takes two to make drama so yeah you fucked up stop trying to hide it.



Sure, there's plenty of fish in the sea, but there's also sharks, and toxic waste. 



The thing that is really hard, and really amazing is giving up
on being perfect and beginning the work of becoming yourself. 



All I want is one guy to prove they aren't all the same.

This is to all the girls that get left behind, pushed, down, replaced,
and forgot. It always seems like there is someone leaving your life,
and using you, coming and going when they please, but don't look at those
people look at the friends and family that love you day to day, that smile when you
smile, cry when you cry and love you more then you know. There is always
someone there you just have to look beyond the two-faced girls, the
boys with no hearts and the family member that don't realize there mistakes.



Heres to the unspoken words, the tears cried, the broken promises,
and the lonely nights, yah I'll drink to the broken hearted. 



It's like the end of the day, you know the sun's gonna set.
It's like rain, you know it's gonna be wet. It's like I'm locked
in a place where I don't wanna be. And in my hand, I hold a broken key.



We run back to each other when it's convenient. We know that in the end, we're
meant for each other but not for right now. So we play these games,
act like we're okay when one of us has someone else. When in reality
it tears us apart to know that we can be happy with some else.
but it's that slight hope that we will end up together
that always keeps us running back for more. 



I've been messed with, let down, and played too many times.
I wounder what people think of me too much, and I'm way too judgmental.
My heart is big but I have my selfish moments. I love to be in big groups,
but I also love being alone. Every song on my iPod has a special memory
or a regret behind it. I don't like going through old pictures because
I miss what use to be. I tend to over think things and I trust way too many people.
I have the people I'd love to pack up and leave with, and there are some
people that I wish would disappear. I don't cry very often, but when I do I can't stop. I hate
liars, though I lie myself. I have secrets hidden in me that I don't even
know. I'm still finding things out about myself so don't be to quick to judge. 



Me? I'm scared of everything. I'm scared of what I saw, I'm scared of
what I did, and most of all I'm scared of letting someone in,
that could possible have the power to make or break me. 



I've always been the nice girl, but this year I learned
that you have to go after what you want, world be ready.



It's the worst feeling in the world to love and hate someone all at the same time.
And its hard to watch things change when all you want is for them to stay the same.
It's crazy when you want to let go, but you're stuck right where you started. When
 feelings come and go and you can't decide what you want. When you 
have so many things to say, but you don't know where to start.
When you want them in your life so bad, but all you can do is push them farther
and farther away. It's so hard to think back on how things used to be and look at it
now and realize that things are different, and they many never be the
same again. You tell yourself it's not worth it, but if it really
didn't matter, you  wouldn't spend so much time thinking about it.
 

Fearless isn't when you have no fears but when you aren't scared to face your fears.



I never wanted to be your whole life just your favorite part.



I know you don' think of me, and you certainly would never picture us together, but
probably peanut butter was just peanut butter before someone ever thought
of pairing it up with jelly. And there was salt, but it started to taste better when
there was pepper. And what's the point of butter without bread?
Anyway, by myself i'm nothing special, but with you, I think i could be something spectacular. 



Once upon a time, you and I were best friends. And that means that
whenever you need me, I'm here. Any time, anywhere, any place. Forever. 



I'm just a girl whose hair is never right, who more then once has fallen on her
face, who can't stop laughing at something that happened yesterday, who
cries because sometimes nothing is right but sometimes 
I'm just a girl who can't stop smiling because for that moment everything is perfect. 



I'm going to start a fire, you're gonna feel
the heat, I'm gonna burn for you, you're gonna melt for me.



She keeps her secrets, tries to hide her past; 
because everything lately has gone way too fast.



Your scared to say something that comes from the heart, meanwhile I don't think
before I speak, you look before you fall meanwhile I'm to busy looking
at the beautiful colors in the sky not even noticing I'm falling. You don't
want to break any rules, scared of the consequence meanwhile
I'm going till someone catches me. There's a million
of you and only one of me, weird, tacky and unique
in a completely different way then anyone else.  

Here we go again with your mixed signals and my second thoughts.